Ruined

Ruined

Ruin...ruin...ruin...

It has broken me.
It has stolen from me.
It lied to me.
It hurt me, damaged me.
Broken pieces.
It has ruined everything that I thought was real.
It ruined my perception of what reality really is.
It ruined my relationships with my family.
It ruined my opportunities.
It ruined my sane mind.
It ruined my identity, what I thought was normal.
I've been trying desperately to see through shattered lenses, ruined eyes.
It wants to ruin us.
That is what its controlling does...exploitation.

Your not ruined.
You see me.
It won't ruin us.