A life of adventure with someone that reciprocates the friendship and love that I am capable of giving is what my heart and soul desires. How hard can that type of love be to find? I am guessing not hard at all, after all it may be right in front of me. Whether that love is traveling across the country or sitting on the couch sipping on a glass of Napa Valley wine, just being with that special someone makes it an adventure.
I have lived my life so far feeling trapped, trapped and secluded, isolated, stuck in the muck of what some people say is normal living. I want and am hoping for more, more excitement, more thrilling places, more opportunity. Yes, I have to be content where I am but what happens when that contentment turns into utter stagnant unhappiness. I want to be happy, happy with someone that shares the same dreams as I. It can't be too much to ask.
If I want happiness I am learning that I have to just go for it. Get out of this humdrum, mundane comfort zone I am in. If it means I have to move on to bigger and better opportunities then that is what I have to do. I should not have to tolerate unhappiness. So what am I waiting for. Now...nothing. I am not going to sit around and wait until happiness finds me because it may never happen. I am going to get ready in order to be ready for that life of adventure with someone that reciprocates the friendship and love that I am capable of giving.~Renee
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