Lost Voice

Lost Voice
I haven't been feeling much like being around people. Some people know my testimony many do not but I feel as though the people that have been helping me have stopped being in my life, I don't know why. I feel like my overcoming exploitation has gone up and went with those people. I don't see how they could help me stay out of the industry then completely drop from my life. So I haven't felt much like doing anything with trafficking I guess because I am losing hope in people. I was with the project for 2 years and she never let me speak. I felt like I was used to stand there so people could see what an exploitation victim looked like and that was it. I had and still have a lot of experience and knowledge that is going to waste and now my hope is being depleted. I am not sure why I am writing this but I guess I need to be heard. I pray that I can get my drive back for trafficking that I once had. I also struggle financially and with mental illness still, that's why I don't do a lot of things as well. It seems that through all my past abuse I have lost my voice. I feel as if I need to learn how to use my voice since over the years I was not being heard. I need to just clear my throat and get what I know out. Just wanting to be heard~Renee