Just A Phone Call.

This is just another typical day. I wake up I eat some cereal, I make coffee I drink coffee. Depending on what I have to do or how I am feeling I take a shower. I then get dressed. Then I sit then pace hoping something happens. I end up waiting for phone calls that usually never come. The calls from people that want to go and do something. I'm not saying that it never happens. It usually doesn't when I need something to do to make the loneliness or boredom go away. I have many medical and financial issues that keep me from doing the things I like so that is probably why I don't get the calls. Distance from some people are also a factor but phone calls would be great. Sometimes that's what I feel like I do all day is wait for phone calls from people. I know I shouldn't wait but that's what I end up doing usually because I have nothing else to do. Yes I do my dishes, sweep and mop the floors, dust the shelves, go on walks and the occasional hang with my close female friend but it doesn't make the loneliness go away. I just wish I had someone with me that wants to do everything with me, or even just a phone call.