Praise God!
It's been a year since I found Christ. I read some of my past journal entries and I do believe I have found the answers to all of my questions. GOD! I have over the past year given my life to Christ. I have repented almost all of my sins!
Promiscuity-the big problem that I had difficulty dealing with is now truly in my past. No more list! I was condemning myself. 1Corinthians: Flee from sexual immorality!
I am reading "Lady In Waiting" in my new church life-group. "Passionate physical exchange is a short-lived high. As with drugs, you keep wanting more intense highs." It makes so much sense! I admit I do struggle, but as I did with marijuana, cigarettes, swearing, and alcohol, I am in the process of quitting premarital sex! I have moments still on bad days but God is my rock when my mental hurricane is swirling around me. He keeps me calm.
I am in the process of really focusing and learning about forgiveness. I do believe I have come very close to completely forgiving myself. Everything I did in the past is behind me. I did not have God in my life. That's what was missing, that's what was wrong with me! As Jesus said while He was on the cross "Forgive them Father for they do not know what they are doing." I did not know what I was doing! It makes sense! I am so thankful that I get it!
Presently I am concentrating on forgiving Ken and Laura. They are trying to make my life miserable. I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength. Philippians 4:13. They are making it hard because of their actions but the Lord and I will prevail! Yeah God!Since I have been unemployed I am focusing on God. I have been soaking Him up like a sponge! I am giddy in love with Him! He is the only man I need!!! That void that was in my heart is now filled with His Holy Spirit. Praise God!
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